finding my way

Amazing how life comes at you sometimes isn't it?  I attended a social group meeting a month or so ago and funny enough, aside from the hosts (there were two of them), there were only two of us there.  To make a long story short, we hit it off, grabbed something to drink afterwards and have been going out to movies and such every once in a while.  This woman is amazing.  She has been nice enough to share her experiences with me in life as well as giving me brief sketches of the knowledge she's acquired throughout her travels.  She's given me the ability to actually listen to the voices in my head.  I have several that come through whenever I'm facing something intense - regardless of whether it's good or bad.  Sometimes I say things to myself and don't even really listen or focus on the reason behind the statement.  Isn't that interesting?  I was taking a cross state drive yesterday and as I drove down a lonely stretch of highway, I began analyzing a few policies I've been doodling with for work.  While I am usually pretty solid in decision making when it has to be spur-of-the-moment, I am very critical and constantly rehashing when it has to be something formulated and thought through.  I felt that a few of the decisions I had already made were going to be right on the money - but that nagging critical voice kept speaking up.  I was amazed when I actually had a solid thought that supported my decision, urged me to execute it and silenced the nag.  Now, these voices aren't actual people in me (Sybil) but facets of myself.  All of the advice Sharon gave me has really just helped me find a way through the chaos I sometimes create on my own.  I have much more to share about what she's given me and I'll be back after I walk my dog.  He's actually being very vocal (haha) about wanting to go on a sweet walk as the sun sets.  So, his wish is my command...peace